Repeat

Repeat means something which is repeated.
Repeated means said, done etc many times.
Repeatedly means many times.

Although I am repeated my job portfolio everyday, although I repeat the same sentences everyday, that is enough for me. I hate “repeat” this single word. Why must always apologize to the same thing that you repeat again and again? Why must doing the things that hated to be done before? Why must saying the same sentence that repeated before? I really fed up with this word; I hate it and because of this word had made me drop my tears for how many times?

Is it very hard to change from the mistakes that you have done to me, rather than just apologize?
Is it very hard for you to remember the things that I had been telling you before, rather than say “I forgot?”

I am scared that this word will make us stop our life that can be together. I hope I can tell you these entire thing but I repeatedly again and again but what I get is the same answer.